Can I Change?

EVANGELIST Luke narrates the episode of Zacchaeus  (Luke 19:1-10) so that his readers would better discover what they can expect ofzaccheus Jesus: the Lord they invoke and follow in the Christian communities has come back to seek out and save what is lost. They must never forget it.

At the same time, this story of what Zacchaeus does, helps to answer the question that many carry within, Can I change?  Isn’t it by now too late to redo a life that, for the most part, has gone to waste?  What steps can I take?

Zacchaeus enters the scene, described in two ways that define his life precisely. He is one of two senior tax collectors and is wealthy.  In Jericho everyone knows that he is a sinner. Someone who doesn’t serve God but serves money. His life, like so many others, isn’t very humane.

However, Zacchaeus was trying to see Jesus. It’s not just curiosity. He wants to know who Jesus is, what it is about this prophet that so attracts people. This is not an easy task for a man snug within his own world. But this desire for Jesus will change his life.

The man will have to overcome difficult obstacles. He’s short of stature, mainly because his life isn’t motivated by very noble ideals. The people are another impediment; he will have to overcome social prejudices that make it difficult for him to have a personal and responsible meeting with Jesus.

But Zacchaeus keeps at his quest simply and sincerely. He runs to get ahead of the crowd, and climbs a tree like a child. He doesn’t think about his dignity as an important person. He only wants to find a moment and a place adequate to make contact with Jesus. He wants to see him.

That’s when he discovers that Jesus is also seeking him, since when Jesus reaches that place, he looks around him and says, “The meeting will be this very day in your sinners house”. Zacchaeus comes down and receives him in his house full of joy. There are decisive moments when Jesus passes through our life because he wants to save our wasted life. He won’t let us escape from it.

Luke doesn’t describe the meeting. He only speaks of Zacchaeus’ transformation. He changes his way of looking at life; he no longer thinks just about money, but about other’s suffering. He changes his way of life; he will do justice for those he has exploited and will share his goods with the poor.

Sooner or later, we all run the risk of “setting ourselves up” in life, renouncing any aspiration of living humanely. We believers need to know that a more authentic meeting with Jesus can make our life more human, and above all, more in solidarity with Jesus.